Defining love.

I just can't move on
Posted on Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Everyone has been asking me to move on ,but i simply just can't. I can't stop thinking about the good times we had together, when we hug each other body to body, the smell of ur hair and u , i miss all of them. I'm really worried about the guy, I really cant imagine him , kissing you , hugging u, cuddling with u, most importantly , have you.Yes , i know i was consider a bastard for what i did, i really hope there would another chance for us. I know the chance would be almost 0% , sighhhh...but i would give my almost everything just to have u.
The reason I'm can't feel safe leaving u with the guy, because i heard alot of stuff about that playboy from my primary school friend which was in his clique last time, , my love, he is not what he seems he is. i want to warn u,but im afraid you would find me a nuisance,and not trust me. In fact I wish I could quickly snatch u away from him.I don't want him to be the next guy that making you sad every single day and night, it really hurts and piss me off, seeing you like this.

Just look at these two photos, look at the smile of yours, i want that smile on you.I miss that lovely smile of yours

The kiss you gave on my cheek, u smiled while you're giving it to me. I really hope all this photo you did keep, like how i kept the photo , letter, the book you gave me. <3>

The main thing , the whole main thing is , I want that smile of yours to be shown 24/7,u told me you were happy with him,from the way i see it , you don't. I'm sorry for being such a stalker,all i want is you to be safe , no heart breaks, just smiles and smiles. i wonder , when will be the next time you would text me,i will not text u cause i know u would find me annoying...well if you do text me ,I hope and wish our next conversation will never end, like how it started on 7th april 2012.In another 4 more days, it would be our first year we met, and in another 18 days, it would be our first year anni..I really wonder , would u rmb ?
Signing off,
Marcus :)